Ozonḓu Chronicles: I need to get properly cracked

Sometimes, honestly, you just need to be cracked.

Like properly cracked.

Not this half-half, “let me just take a bath and drink water” kind of reset. Hai, sometimes life has cooked you, the stress has piled up, your brain is running 24/7, and you are tired of always being the strong one.

Right now I need a good f*** to remember I am alive.

To get myself back into alignment. To shake off the stress, the pressure, the endless thinking. To come back into my body and remember that I am not only a woman who works, achieves, fixes things and carries the whole damn world on my shoulders.

But listen… the indoda must be up for it.

Because this is not a casual assignment. This needs someone who understands the mission. Someone who comes with the right energy. The equipment doesn’t need to be that but the owners energy needs to be. I want Someone who is confident enough to handle a woman who is tired of being in control all the time.

I’m talking about that slow-burning, “forget the world exists” kind of vibe. The type of reset where you wake up and you’re like, “Okay, I can’t feel my legs and where am I”.

Because sometimes you don’t need another motivational speech. And quite frankly, I am tired of the “I am an independent woman who can handle everything on my own” narrative, tired of the carefully managed schedules, the constant planning, the always being in control. My tired is tired.

I need to be properly reset. Back to factory settings.

And yes, sometimes that requires another person. Hai, we have sung the “we are strong, independent women who don’t need anyone” song until the chorus is finished. We have carried the load, handled our own problems, managed our own lives, and convinced ourselves we have everything under control.

But sometimes you need to be cracked back into existence.

And suddenly all those speeches about not needing anyone start sounding a little different. Because there is strength in independence, yes but there is also something powerful about allowing yourself to be taken care of, to let go, and to remember that you are still human.

Sometimes you just need to reconnect with yourself, through good s**.

Then you rise.

The superwoman returns, and you are ready to conquer the world yet again.